The best weekend EVER! Just ignore the fact I was kinda... glued on Hikaru's side Halloween night.

I mean, if we ignore the crazies -- especially the ones who burst into musical numbers. Seriously, who does that? Or have flaming hair. But the fact remains nothing beats seeing old friends and a bunch of new people. Oh, my god, they all came and bugged me.

It got kind of loud and that is the first time to my knowledge that I stayed up until dawn! Right until All Soul's Day.

Did any of you meet any familiar faces?

[ooc; once again, lurkers, members, friends... you people are amazing for spamming her journal to kingdom come *_*]

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Oh, crap.

Yeeaaaaah. Just going to. StayINSIDEtodayOhmyGOD. IswearIT'SnothingPERSONAL.

Love you all ♥!

Do you ever get the feeling that you should know more about something, or at least pay attention to it? What's the term they call us? Oh, yeah... it's called disenchanted youth. That's what it is.

Maybe I SHOULD be paying attention more to the events that happen in my world. I get this nagging feeling that paying attention in political or country matters concerns me. Like, there's some sort of unexplainable feeling that it concerns me.

Oh, yeah. I know. I know it's scary not remembering who you were or where you came from. Believe me, it still makes me upset, when I see people talk about family. I won't admit I'm really jealous of anyone. I can press on a smile and keep the act going. But it does bother me more than you'll know. I won't find out who I am here, I think. I had that chance back at home.

But it's a tiny feeling that grows more. Sure intuition is laughable, but it hasn't been wrong so far.

Though then again, what sort of sign was this? Seriously, though. I can't think of a time I've been more confused than right now, and maybe...

Maybe that's the scariest part of all for someone who has been confused most of their lives.

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